Holly calls in for a reading - September 27, 2012

Holly calls in to the Show.  Retail jobs are hard.  You have to work holidays.  I still hate Christmas, a bunch a grumpy people in a rush.  Is there going to be a reconciiiation between me and Lharz?  The mountain (78), the crowd (67) and White Flag (92).  In your case the white flag is the feeling of giving up.  It's so hard and there are other people involved in this relationship.  We are not together, he asked me to marry him and two weeks later he said it was over.  Since you got the crowd card, it's probably somebody else.  Like another love interest.  So he's interested in someone else.  Before the relationship ended were things good.  Yes up until an hour before he broke it up we were talking about our future.  Is he a dishonest person?  He must have been going through difficulties in the relationship or was involved with someone else.  He was in rehab.  He was trying to get his life back together.  When was the last time you talked to him.  He showed up at my house about a month ago.  He's in jail right now.  Is it serious.  He's going to be there for a while.  Do you want to be with him?  I do.  I wish he could see himself the way I see him.  You're 24, what do you want out of life?  The husband, the kids, the dog, common mutual friend.  I don't want lots of glitz and glamour.  A comfortable life.  The problem I see is that you will just put everything into him and it doesn't work out and you're left with nothing.  It's important that someone giving like you find someone that is going to be responsible.  Otherwise you are going to be unfairly burdened in the relationship. 

What does he feel about me?  The first four times he went to jail I stood by him 100%.  Next time you can call on one of your other friends first.  This is a fun reading but from an advice perspective, you deserve a really good relationship.  The baby (63), rain (50) and the asshole (48).  I can see rain a sadness.  There are regrets.  The Asshole card, I don't know why but maybe when you tell him to stay out of trouble he tells you you ain't his mama.  Maybe he views you as a baby.  You're going to have to take care of him. 

Is he happier without me?  While in jail no, but if he was out of jail do you think he would think of you?  I don't know.  We did talk everyday when he was out.  You need to do some soul searching.  What do you want and can he be the person to give you the life you want.  Some people just make bad decisions and draw negativity in their life and you don't want to have that.  It sounds cold but I don't want to see you chasing that.

Can you pull to see if my old dog is okay or does he need something from me.  His health is declining.  Let's see what's up with Apollo, her black lab.  Sometimes he can barely walk.  Jail (36), the end (71), lie detector (38).  He probably is in pain and you should get him checked.  The end is near and don't keep him around just for you.  Treat him if you can but don't prolong his pain so he can be around you.